Another year down, plenty moments, mistakes and memories to check back on. A great time to reflect and align any goals you set out to achieve 🙌🏽 Sharpen your tools and your mindset... Roll into 2020 with purpose.
Hur man tvättade bilen förr💯
Det här är bilder från Chicago 1924 där man körde in i en Auto Wash Bowl.
Man sköljde av fordonet genom att köra i cirklar, på så sätt fick man rent underredet främst då vägarna inte var asfalterade och vägsmutsen fastnade ganska hårt.
En sådan tvätt kostade 25 cent och på helgerna kunde det vara upp till 75 bilar / timmen
“I love the man that can smile in trouble, that can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection. 'Tis the business of little minds to shrink, but he whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves his conduct, will pursue his principles unto death.” -Thomas Paine
Recently I was on a vacation at one of my favorite places :- a beach!
I love love love love and adore beach, so much so that I actually wouldn't mind drowning in it if someone were to throw me off of a boat, that is how much deeper my love is for the ocean and beach, one of the best creations of mama nature really,
So while I was there, I had a time to relax and reflect at myself, 2018 was the best year for me so far, and 2019 didn't live up to its expectations that I had, which was Ultimately my fault cause of course I shouldn't have expected, but let's just say that I did and it was a tough year, a really really really tough year, I struggled with myself, my beliefs, my healing, my teaching, it was as if a part of me died and the connection that I had with my higher self was lost, I couldn't feel aligned to it, depression and anxiety sucked my life out of me, it was tough, really tough, I started wanting things, started wanting relationships, love, affection from people, so much so that at one point I even considered getting a sugar daddy lol! That's how much I had deprived myself of love, where did that girl go? Where did that self love and affection go? These were the question constantly bugging my mind, in my desperation, I tried helping others as much as I can, I suddenly wanted to save people, wanted them to feel loved, wanted them to know that they're not alone, if somehow became an obsession of mine, and if I failed to help them or save them then it'd haunt me for days on end, and standing in that beach, where the waves caressed my feet as if telling me that everything's gonna be okay, I realized that my behavior was a coping mechanism, it was birthed out of the need to be loved and appreciated, I gave myself and pieces of me to others so much that I started tearing myself down, I was going around Saving the world but at the cost of ripping my world apart, why? Why did I forget what it was? Why did I do this to myself? I am the only person who could save myself yet I was being drowned under the chaos that wasn't even mine to begin with... And this reflection, this is what I had forgotten, we're so In love with the idea of being in love with others---